A new journey...

Human emotions aren't what they seem... Why must my feelings be split between 2 people? I love my gf very much. At the same time, I'm attracted to another. This isn't right. This isn't what's supposed to happen. It has been a week of agony.

Long sleepless nights.

When will this all end? Am I to once again fall victim to my own emotions? Why did I have to tell her?

All these questions, with no answer. It's driving me insane. Loneliness was my best friend. And now, my best friend is returning to me.

I can't find an answer to this problem. Not now, at least. I'm in need of sleep... The sleepless nights thinking about the 2 of them are taking a toll on my body. I guess I'm not as strong as I used to be.

Until I can come up with a solution, I give rise to my new identity.

Mask.

Hide my tears behind a painful mask.